PART 1: State the rules. Bold the statements that are true to you. Italise the statements that you WISH are true. Leave the Fibs alone. Then, stab 5 people to do the same test.
PART 2: The tag.
I miss somebody right now.
I dont watch TV these days.
I wear glasses or contact lenses.
I love to play video games.
I've tried marijuana.
I have been in a threesome.
I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.
I believe honesty is usually the best policy. (okay, maybe not all the time)
I curse.
I have changed mentally over the last year.
I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
I'm totally smart. (then i could cure cancer or something lol.)
I've broken someone's bones.
I'm paranoid sometimes.
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
I need money right now.
I love sushi.
I talk really,really fast.
I have long hair.
I have lost money in Las Vegas.
I have at least one sibling. (i'm an only child..)
I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.
I couldn't survive without Caller I.D.
I like the way I look. (i think everyone is insecure about their looks)
I am usually pessimistic.
I have a lot of mood swings. (only during periods kay!)
I have a hidden talent. (i really wish..)
I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.
I have a lot of friends.
I am currently single.
I have pecked someone of the same sex. (it was fiona lol.)
I enjoy talking on the phone.
I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
I love to shop. (I love it so much i'm studying it haha.)
Enjoy window shopping.
I would rather shop than eat. (actually they're about the same)
I don't hate anyone.
I'm a pretty good dancer.
I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
I have a cell phone.
I believe in God.
I watch MTV on a daily basis.
I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
I've rejected someone before.
I want to have children in the future.
I have changed a diaper before.
I've called the cops on a friend before.
I'm not allergic to anything.
I have a lot to learn.
I have been with someone at least 10 years older or younger.
I am shy around the opposite sex. (sometimes, wish i wasn't though.)
I have tried alcohol before.
I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past.
I own the "South Park" movie.
I would die for my best friends. (i wouldn't know unless i'm in that situation)
I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.
I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it.
I am happy at this moment! (actualy i'm indifferent.)
I'm obsessed with guys.
I study for tests most of the time.
I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met.
I am comfortable with who I am right now. (well not entirely of course.)
I have more than just my ears pierced.
I walk barefoot wherever I can.
I have jumped off a bridge.
I love sea turtles.
I spend ridiculous money on makeup.
Plan on achieving a major goal/dream. (definitely)
I'm proficient in a musical instrument.
I worked at McDonald's restaurant.
I hate office jobs.
I love sci-fi movies.
I think water rules.
I went to college out of state.
I like sausages.
I love kisses.
I fall for the worst people.
I adore bright colours.
I can't live without black eyeliner.
I don't know why the hell I just did this stupid thing.
I usually like covers better than originals.
I can pick up things with my toes.
I can't whistle.
I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snakes slither.
I have ridden/owned a horse.
I still have every journal I've written in.
I can't stick to a diet.
I talk in my sleep.
I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.
Climbing trees is a brilliant past-time.
I have jazz in my blood.
I wear a toe ring.
I can't stand at LEAST one person that I work with.
I am a caffeine junkie. (only during exam period hehe.)
I cosplay or know what cosplaying is.
I have been to over 15 conventions.
I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical the better.
I'm an artist.
I only clean my room when necessary.
I like a person of the same sex. (yes, i do love my girlfriends lol.)
I love being happy. (who doesn't?)
I am an adrenaline junkie.
PART 3: Tag people to do the same.
~ Shamay
~ Melissa
~ Shannon
~ Jian
~ Ashwin
Saturday, October 06, 2007
Tuesday, September 25, 2007
Got tagged by Raycheerache =)
RULES (crap!) :
1. The victim has to come up with 8 different points about his/her perfect partner.
2. Has to mention the gender (male!) of his or her partner.
3. Tag 8 other victims to join this game and leave a comment on their blog.
4. If you are tagged the 2nd time, there is NO need to do it again.
5. Lastly, have fun doing it!
Well see actually, I'm much much too lazy to do this tag. Haha.
So, just to cut things short. Go and get to know Ashwin ;) (And btw, he's male people haha.)
Yayy.. I'm done. *Claps for myself*
*Oh wait, maybe a pet on the head too =P Hehe.*
Okie dokie. And now for the 8 "victims" Mwahahahaha.
1) Shamayyyy (don't be so lazyyyy hehe.)
2) Lindyyyy (yes! i know ur very semangat.. do it k!)
3) Allyyyy (i think she like stopped blogging lol.)
4) Isaaaa (don't think he reads this anymore haha.)
5) Jiannnn (hmm.. i think he still checks occasionally..)
6) Melissaaaa (where the hell is ur new blog la woman! =P better check my blog and let me know yeah)
7) Vannieeee (miss you sun kissed aussie babe ;))
8) Ashwinnnn (last but not least =))
Okay, back to Facebook-ing =)
1. The victim has to come up with 8 different points about his/her perfect partner.
2. Has to mention the gender (male!) of his or her partner.
3. Tag 8 other victims to join this game and leave a comment on their blog.
4. If you are tagged the 2nd time, there is NO need to do it again.
5. Lastly, have fun doing it!
Well see actually, I'm much much too lazy to do this tag. Haha.
So, just to cut things short. Go and get to know Ashwin ;) (And btw, he's male people haha.)
Yayy.. I'm done. *Claps for myself*
*Oh wait, maybe a pet on the head too =P Hehe.*
Okie dokie. And now for the 8 "victims" Mwahahahaha.
1) Shamayyyy (don't be so lazyyyy hehe.)
2) Lindyyyy (yes! i know ur very semangat.. do it k!)
3) Allyyyy (i think she like stopped blogging lol.)
4) Isaaaa (don't think he reads this anymore haha.)
5) Jiannnn (hmm.. i think he still checks occasionally..)
6) Melissaaaa (where the hell is ur new blog la woman! =P better check my blog and let me know yeah)
7) Vannieeee (miss you sun kissed aussie babe ;))
8) Ashwinnnn (last but not least =))
Okay, back to Facebook-ing =)
Monday, September 10, 2007
Update
Everything is about timing isn't it?
Simple as that.
Avril comes up with the most emo songs. Yet they relate.
Well, an update's an update.
Simple as that.
Avril comes up with the most emo songs. Yet they relate.
Well, an update's an update.
Saturday, August 11, 2007
Tagged by Jo.
OMG OMG. I'm updating. Lol. Moving on to the tagg..
Four Jobs I’ve Had In My Life:
1) This office job in a magazine publishing company
2) Customer service assistant at Aquaria klcc
3) Student
4) Daughter
Four Places I Have Lived:
1) Taman Tun
2) Bandar Utama
3) OU haha. My second home ;)
4) I think you've noticed that I haven't lived in a lot of places hehe.
Four Places I have been on Vacation:
1) Hong Kong/China
2) Australia
3) USA
4) Korea
Four of My Favourite Foods:
1) Ham and cheese sandwiches
2) Chocolate
3) Strawberries
4) Asian food
Four Places I would rather be right now:
1) On vacation anywhere with my friends for shopping
2) Studying abroad in New York
3) Hanging out with the Taman Tun gang
4) Disneyworld!
Finally, the Fantastic Four friends for Tagging:
1) Vannie
2) Shamay
3) Ashwin
4) Isa
*God, what a boring tag =(
I kinda miss blogging actually.. Just don't know what to blog about. Everything's become so monotonous lately.
Everyone's leavinggg. Sob.
Four Jobs I’ve Had In My Life:
1) This office job in a magazine publishing company
2) Customer service assistant at Aquaria klcc
3) Student
4) Daughter
Four Places I Have Lived:
1) Taman Tun
2) Bandar Utama
3) OU haha. My second home ;)
4) I think you've noticed that I haven't lived in a lot of places hehe.
Four Places I have been on Vacation:
1) Hong Kong/China
2) Australia
3) USA
4) Korea
Four of My Favourite Foods:
1) Ham and cheese sandwiches
2) Chocolate
3) Strawberries
4) Asian food
Four Places I would rather be right now:
1) On vacation anywhere with my friends for shopping
2) Studying abroad in New York
3) Hanging out with the Taman Tun gang
4) Disneyworld!
Finally, the Fantastic Four friends for Tagging:
1) Vannie
2) Shamay
3) Ashwin
4) Isa
*God, what a boring tag =(
I kinda miss blogging actually.. Just don't know what to blog about. Everything's become so monotonous lately.
Everyone's leavinggg. Sob.
Sunday, June 17, 2007
Uber Cool Feature
Its been a long time since I've posted an entry. I wonder if people still visit this page.. Lol.
Anyway, I noticed something today. I mean I guess I'm kinda slow but yeah, oh well.
As we all know, there's this feature on MSN Messenger that allows you to write personal messages at the end of our nicknames. I just realised what a great way it is to express how you're feeling at any given time.
I mean, take a look at the personal messages written by the people on your MSN contact list. They're all different. Some are 'emo', some are happy, some are random. And some just can't be explained or understood unless you ask that person about it.
I think in a way that's what makes it cool. Let's face it, how many people on your contact list do you actually talk to? I think it would be roughly 10 in a hundred people for me. Or even less. So, eventhough you don't talk to the rest of the people on your list much, through what they write on their personal message slot, it gives you a teeny bit of insight into what's going on in their lives.
I don't know about you, but sometimes if someone has a very upsetting message written, I'd be inclined to ask them what the matter is and if they wanted to talk about it. Everyone needs a little comforting sometimes, right?
So the whole point of this post was.. Actually, there is no point =P I was just bored and while going through my MSN Messenger window, the whole personal message thingie just hit me as this really cool and smart invention haha.
Anyway, I'm gonna be moving blogs soon. I feel its.. Time. Haha. Once I get the time to set up my new blog of course. Now let's just hope I update the new one more often =) Toodles.
Anyway, I noticed something today. I mean I guess I'm kinda slow but yeah, oh well.
As we all know, there's this feature on MSN Messenger that allows you to write personal messages at the end of our nicknames. I just realised what a great way it is to express how you're feeling at any given time.
I mean, take a look at the personal messages written by the people on your MSN contact list. They're all different. Some are 'emo', some are happy, some are random. And some just can't be explained or understood unless you ask that person about it.
I think in a way that's what makes it cool. Let's face it, how many people on your contact list do you actually talk to? I think it would be roughly 10 in a hundred people for me. Or even less. So, eventhough you don't talk to the rest of the people on your list much, through what they write on their personal message slot, it gives you a teeny bit of insight into what's going on in their lives.
I don't know about you, but sometimes if someone has a very upsetting message written, I'd be inclined to ask them what the matter is and if they wanted to talk about it. Everyone needs a little comforting sometimes, right?
So the whole point of this post was.. Actually, there is no point =P I was just bored and while going through my MSN Messenger window, the whole personal message thingie just hit me as this really cool and smart invention haha.
Anyway, I'm gonna be moving blogs soon. I feel its.. Time. Haha. Once I get the time to set up my new blog of course. Now let's just hope I update the new one more often =) Toodles.
Thursday, May 10, 2007
We all get caught up.
We carry the world on our shoulders.
We all feel lost, lonely and afraid sometimes. That's the reality of it whether we want to accept it or not.
You can't expect everything to be bright and sunny all the time. It has to rain sooner or later.
When that rain starts to pour, you can either sit back and watch it happen or go out into it and embrace it.
The world can be your enemy or it can be your friend. It is what you want to make of it.
So what's wrong with taking a chance with people? What's wrong with putting yourself out there for once?
What do you have to loose? Afterall, isn't that what makes us grow as human beings?
Sometimes all we need is someone who's there to give us that little bit of comfort. To tell us that things will be okay.
Everyone needs assurance, thats why other people exist.
I believe that's one of the purposes of our existence. To help those around us.
So, you people (yes you) out there who are afraid to let anyone in, let go of that fear. What's the worst that could happen?
We carry the world on our shoulders.
We all feel lost, lonely and afraid sometimes. That's the reality of it whether we want to accept it or not.
You can't expect everything to be bright and sunny all the time. It has to rain sooner or later.
When that rain starts to pour, you can either sit back and watch it happen or go out into it and embrace it.
The world can be your enemy or it can be your friend. It is what you want to make of it.
So what's wrong with taking a chance with people? What's wrong with putting yourself out there for once?
What do you have to loose? Afterall, isn't that what makes us grow as human beings?
Sometimes all we need is someone who's there to give us that little bit of comfort. To tell us that things will be okay.
Everyone needs assurance, thats why other people exist.
I believe that's one of the purposes of our existence. To help those around us.
So, you people (yes you) out there who are afraid to let anyone in, let go of that fear. What's the worst that could happen?
Fallen
by Sarah Mclachlan
Heaven bend to take my hand
And lead me through the fire
Be the long awaited answer
To a long and painful fight
Truth be told I've tried my best
But somewhere along the way
I got caught up in all there was to offer
And the cost was so much more than I could bear
Though I've tried, I've fallen
I have sunk so low
I have messed up
Better I should know
So don't come round here
And tell me I told you so
We all begin with good intent
When love was raw and young
We believed that we could change ourselves
The past can be undone
But we carry on our back the burdens time always reveals
In the lonely light of morning
The wound that would not heal
It's the bitter taste of losing everything
I have held so dear
Though I've tried, I've fallen
I have sunk so low
I have messed up
Better I should know
So don't come round here
And tell me I told you so
Heaven bend to take my hand
I've nowhere left to turn
I'm lost to those I thought were friends
To everyone I know
Oh they turned their heads embarassed
Pretend that they don't see
But it's one misstep one slip before you know it
And there doesn't seem a way to be redeemed
Though I've tried, I've fallen
I have sunk so low
I have messed up
Better I should know
So don't come round here
And tell me I told you so
Heaven bend to take my hand
And lead me through the fire
Be the long awaited answer
To a long and painful fight
Truth be told I've tried my best
But somewhere along the way
I got caught up in all there was to offer
And the cost was so much more than I could bear
Though I've tried, I've fallen
I have sunk so low
I have messed up
Better I should know
So don't come round here
And tell me I told you so
We all begin with good intent
When love was raw and young
We believed that we could change ourselves
The past can be undone
But we carry on our back the burdens time always reveals
In the lonely light of morning
The wound that would not heal
It's the bitter taste of losing everything
I have held so dear
Though I've tried, I've fallen
I have sunk so low
I have messed up
Better I should know
So don't come round here
And tell me I told you so
Heaven bend to take my hand
I've nowhere left to turn
I'm lost to those I thought were friends
To everyone I know
Oh they turned their heads embarassed
Pretend that they don't see
But it's one misstep one slip before you know it
And there doesn't seem a way to be redeemed
Though I've tried, I've fallen
I have sunk so low
I have messed up
Better I should know
So don't come round here
And tell me I told you so
Tuesday, April 24, 2007
Notes from the Handphone
Is there really such a thing as love when you're at such an early stage in your life? So as usual there are always two point of views. Yes and No.
The so called more realistic point of view would obviously be no. Because when you are young, the term 'puppy love' is usually assumed and used to describe teenagers who are 'in love'. You are considered too young to even comprehend the meaning, power of love and all of its manifestations. Apparently adults think you haven't been through enough in your lifetime to know what love truly is. Young and stupid they always say.
On the other hand, some argue that love is a feeling and expression so strong that none of us can even begin to control when it happens to us regardless of what age. That you can love someone no matter how old you are and know that it is in fact real love. You could be 80 and still not recognize what love is. You could be married for 25 years and it could be the same case.
So who are adults to tell you that it isn't love? That its just something short of a phase in your life or an infatuation of some sort.
I suppose this is as always one of those things that you can never really define or be sure of. You just have to observe the people around you or go through it yourself. I guess its true when they say the older you are, the wiser you become. You see and experience more things which is always exciting of course and at the same time you learn through your mistakes and shortcomings.
I hope and pray that at the end of my life, I would be able to finally understand the way things run its course. Not why they happen just how they all seem to fall into place. Though for me, i really don't mind just staying young and innocent. Its pure bliss. I'm in absolutely no hurry to grow up :)
The so called more realistic point of view would obviously be no. Because when you are young, the term 'puppy love' is usually assumed and used to describe teenagers who are 'in love'. You are considered too young to even comprehend the meaning, power of love and all of its manifestations. Apparently adults think you haven't been through enough in your lifetime to know what love truly is. Young and stupid they always say.
On the other hand, some argue that love is a feeling and expression so strong that none of us can even begin to control when it happens to us regardless of what age. That you can love someone no matter how old you are and know that it is in fact real love. You could be 80 and still not recognize what love is. You could be married for 25 years and it could be the same case.
So who are adults to tell you that it isn't love? That its just something short of a phase in your life or an infatuation of some sort.
I suppose this is as always one of those things that you can never really define or be sure of. You just have to observe the people around you or go through it yourself. I guess its true when they say the older you are, the wiser you become. You see and experience more things which is always exciting of course and at the same time you learn through your mistakes and shortcomings.
I hope and pray that at the end of my life, I would be able to finally understand the way things run its course. Not why they happen just how they all seem to fall into place. Though for me, i really don't mind just staying young and innocent. Its pure bliss. I'm in absolutely no hurry to grow up :)
Wednesday, April 11, 2007
Random
If you were a compulsive or even a not-so-complusive blogger who blogged about anything and everything..
What you do everyday,
Your exact thoughts at that certain moment or any moment for that matter,
And then published it online for all the world to see and judge,
What would be left for you in the end?
What will happen to the one thing that you used to able to call your own? Your thoughts.
Doesn't hurt to be mysterious once in a while does it?
What you do everyday,
Your exact thoughts at that certain moment or any moment for that matter,
And then published it online for all the world to see and judge,
What would be left for you in the end?
What will happen to the one thing that you used to able to call your own? Your thoughts.
Doesn't hurt to be mysterious once in a while does it?
The Five
" People leave to make room for new people. "
" The hard times are there for you to appreciate the good ones. But the hard times are really hard aren't they? "
" Enjoy the fact that you love someone eventhough you can't be with them. Just be happy about it. "
" What if I promised you that things won't change? I will always be there for you. "
" Hope Springs Eternal "
*These are five lines quoted from the important people around me that I will always hold on to. Hopefully there will be more added to the list :)
" The hard times are there for you to appreciate the good ones. But the hard times are really hard aren't they? "
" Enjoy the fact that you love someone eventhough you can't be with them. Just be happy about it. "
" What if I promised you that things won't change? I will always be there for you. "
" Hope Springs Eternal "
*These are five lines quoted from the important people around me that I will always hold on to. Hopefully there will be more added to the list :)
Sunday, March 25, 2007
Beautiful Love
by The Afters
Far away, I feel your beating heart
All Alone, beneath the crystal stars
Staring into space what a lonely face
I'll try to find my place with you
What a beautiful smile
Can I stay for a while?
On this beautiful night
We'll make everything right
My beautiful love
My beautiful love
Larger than the moon, my love for you
Worlds collide as heaven pulls us through
The secret of the world is written in the stars
I'm carrying your heart in mine
What a beautiful smile
Can I stay for a while?
On this beautiful night
We'll make everything right
My beautiful love
Maybe a greater thing will happen
Maybe all will see
Maybe your love will catch like fire
As it burns through me
Maybe a greater thing will happen
Maybe all will see
Maybe your love will catch like fire
As it burns through me
Maybe a greater thing will happen
Maybe all will see
Maybe your love will catch like fire
As it burns through me
What a beautiful smile
Can I stay for a while?
On this beautiful night
We'll make everything right
What a beautiful smile
Can I stay for a while?
On this beautiful night
We'll make everything right
My beautiful lalalala love
Lalalala love
My beautiful lalalala love
Lalalala love
My beautiful love
*I've never posted any songs before but this is one is just too awesome not to :)
Far away, I feel your beating heart
All Alone, beneath the crystal stars
Staring into space what a lonely face
I'll try to find my place with you
What a beautiful smile
Can I stay for a while?
On this beautiful night
We'll make everything right
My beautiful love
My beautiful love
Larger than the moon, my love for you
Worlds collide as heaven pulls us through
The secret of the world is written in the stars
I'm carrying your heart in mine
What a beautiful smile
Can I stay for a while?
On this beautiful night
We'll make everything right
My beautiful love
Maybe a greater thing will happen
Maybe all will see
Maybe your love will catch like fire
As it burns through me
Maybe a greater thing will happen
Maybe all will see
Maybe your love will catch like fire
As it burns through me
Maybe a greater thing will happen
Maybe all will see
Maybe your love will catch like fire
As it burns through me
What a beautiful smile
Can I stay for a while?
On this beautiful night
We'll make everything right
What a beautiful smile
Can I stay for a while?
On this beautiful night
We'll make everything right
My beautiful lalalala love
Lalalala love
My beautiful lalalala love
Lalalala love
My beautiful love
*I've never posted any songs before but this is one is just too awesome not to :)
The Best Moments in Life
I got this in an email so let's see how many I've experienced.
1. Falling in love. (maybe? I'm not too sure)
2. Laughing till your stomach hurts. (YES.. and man does it hurt)
3. Enjoying a ride down the country side. (not exactly since I live in Malaysia lol)
4. Listening to your favorite song on the radio. (yup)
5. Going to sleep listening to the rain pouring outside. (mm.. yes..)
6. Getting out of the shower and wrapping yourself with a warm, fuzzy towel. (yes)
7. Passing your final exams with good grades. (yes? hehe)
8. Being part of an interesting conversation. (always)
9. Finding some money in some old pants. (surprisingly, no)
10. Laughing at yourself. (sometimes)
11. Sharing a wonderful dinner with all your friends. (definitely)
12. Laughing without a reason. (yeah when I don't get enough of sleep :P)
13. "Accidentally" hearing someone say something good about you. (nope)
14. Watching the sunrise. (sadly no.. but I'm sure I will someday)
15. Listening to a song that reminds you of an important person in your life. (yeah)
16. Receiving or giving your first kiss. (nope. it will happen when I find the right person)
17. Feeling this movement in your body when seeing this "special" someone. (hmm.. strangely no..)
18. Having a great time with your friends. (yup, all the time)
19. Seeing the one you love happy. (yeah i guess so)
20. Wearing the shirt of a person you love and smelling his/her perfume. (no)
21. Visiting an old friend of yours and remembering great memories. (yeah.. I love reminiscing about the past)
22. Hearing someone telling you "I LOVE YOU". (haha.. sure.. my parents.. pfft)
So that's about 14 out of 22 things.. I suppose its not bad for an 18 year old hehe.
Seems like a lot of it revolved around love. I've completely forgotten how everything basically ends up relating back to love.
I think love is the ultimate answer to life and the universe. (not the number 42 like what Isa thinks lol.)
Makes a lot of sense to me now that I think about it. What about you?
1. Falling in love. (maybe? I'm not too sure)
2. Laughing till your stomach hurts. (YES.. and man does it hurt)
3. Enjoying a ride down the country side. (not exactly since I live in Malaysia lol)
4. Listening to your favorite song on the radio. (yup)
5. Going to sleep listening to the rain pouring outside. (mm.. yes..)
6. Getting out of the shower and wrapping yourself with a warm, fuzzy towel. (yes)
7. Passing your final exams with good grades. (yes? hehe)
8. Being part of an interesting conversation. (always)
9. Finding some money in some old pants. (surprisingly, no)
10. Laughing at yourself. (sometimes)
11. Sharing a wonderful dinner with all your friends. (definitely)
12. Laughing without a reason. (yeah when I don't get enough of sleep :P)
13. "Accidentally" hearing someone say something good about you. (nope)
14. Watching the sunrise. (sadly no.. but I'm sure I will someday)
15. Listening to a song that reminds you of an important person in your life. (yeah)
16. Receiving or giving your first kiss. (nope. it will happen when I find the right person)
17. Feeling this movement in your body when seeing this "special" someone. (hmm.. strangely no..)
18. Having a great time with your friends. (yup, all the time)
19. Seeing the one you love happy. (yeah i guess so)
20. Wearing the shirt of a person you love and smelling his/her perfume. (no)
21. Visiting an old friend of yours and remembering great memories. (yeah.. I love reminiscing about the past)
22. Hearing someone telling you "I LOVE YOU". (haha.. sure.. my parents.. pfft)
So that's about 14 out of 22 things.. I suppose its not bad for an 18 year old hehe.
Seems like a lot of it revolved around love. I've completely forgotten how everything basically ends up relating back to love.
I think love is the ultimate answer to life and the universe. (not the number 42 like what Isa thinks lol.)
Makes a lot of sense to me now that I think about it. What about you?
Friday, March 23, 2007
Tagged by Jo and Ashwin!
Each player of this game starts out by giving 6 weird things about themselves.People who get tagged need to write in a blog of their own, 6 weird things as well as state the rules clearly.In the end, you need to choose 5 people to be tagged and list their names. After you do that, leave them a comment letting them know you tagged them and to read your blog!
1) I don't like sauce on anything. Yes, even chilli and ketchup.
2) I open the fridge door just for fun everytime i enter the kitchen.
3) I hate banana cake and all things banana.
4) I collect shopping bags.. haha.. yeah I love shopping that much.
5) I never feel awkward in awkward situations.
6) I hate dreaming regardless if they're good or bad because I'm afraid that they'll come true. (I get deja vus way too often.)
I'm gonna tag,
- vannie
- melissa
- jian
- lien yiny
- shamay
1) I don't like sauce on anything. Yes, even chilli and ketchup.
2) I open the fridge door just for fun everytime i enter the kitchen.
3) I hate banana cake and all things banana.
4) I collect shopping bags.. haha.. yeah I love shopping that much.
5) I never feel awkward in awkward situations.
6) I hate dreaming regardless if they're good or bad because I'm afraid that they'll come true. (I get deja vus way too often.)
I'm gonna tag,
- vannie
- melissa
- jian
- lien yiny
- shamay
Saturday, March 03, 2007
Edited
I actually wrote a post earlier but then decided to delete it.
It's amazing how writing something halfway just makes you realise other things.
Then everything seems crystal clear to you.
I freakin care too much about the things that happen, people around me, the expectations from other people.
I care too much if things are going right or not.
I care too much if people are happy or sad.
I care too much about living up to other people's standards.
And I can't help but care. That's just who I am.
That's probably why I get so emotional and sensitive sometimes.
For as long as I can remember, I've always believed that a person can change if they really wanted to. If they have the drive to do so.
Now I'm starting to doubt myself. Can they really change who they are inside for the better?
My opinions seem to be shifting and maybe you are who you are. No matter how hard you try to be someone better than you are now you'll always just be you.
I have a question for whoever's reading this; Can you care enough but not love?
It's amazing how writing something halfway just makes you realise other things.
Then everything seems crystal clear to you.
I freakin care too much about the things that happen, people around me, the expectations from other people.
I care too much if things are going right or not.
I care too much if people are happy or sad.
I care too much about living up to other people's standards.
And I can't help but care. That's just who I am.
That's probably why I get so emotional and sensitive sometimes.
For as long as I can remember, I've always believed that a person can change if they really wanted to. If they have the drive to do so.
Now I'm starting to doubt myself. Can they really change who they are inside for the better?
My opinions seem to be shifting and maybe you are who you are. No matter how hard you try to be someone better than you are now you'll always just be you.
I have a question for whoever's reading this; Can you care enough but not love?
Tuesday, February 27, 2007
Choices
Have you ever made a decision that may not have changed anything at all at that time but a few weeks/months/years later you realise what an impact that decision made on a current situation ur at?
It could be anything. Even things that seem small and insignificant at the time.
For example; to go to college or not today, to quit a job or not, to stay in or go out tonight, to reply a text or not etc.
The consequences of that decision could be either good or bad. (though if its bad, its so scary when you think about it.)
But sometimes it amazes me cos even when you yourself don't know it yet, everything somehow some way just seems to fall right into place. All the events just seem to relate. Thats of course in a good or bad way as well. Hehe. Ironic no? (and isn't everything in life ironic? Beautiful yet ugly.)
Okay, maybe you won't understand what I'm talking about here cos it seems like a blur (I'm not a very good at translating my thoughts into words) but try observing the people or things around you and maybe you'll get a better picture.
*This is what came out after talking to Isa lol. Tip of advice from him: Trust your gut feeling when making decisions. May you make the right choices in all that you do. =)
(Ashwin, is this post lousy too? haha)
It could be anything. Even things that seem small and insignificant at the time.
For example; to go to college or not today, to quit a job or not, to stay in or go out tonight, to reply a text or not etc.
The consequences of that decision could be either good or bad. (though if its bad, its so scary when you think about it.)
But sometimes it amazes me cos even when you yourself don't know it yet, everything somehow some way just seems to fall right into place. All the events just seem to relate. Thats of course in a good or bad way as well. Hehe. Ironic no? (and isn't everything in life ironic? Beautiful yet ugly.)
Okay, maybe you won't understand what I'm talking about here cos it seems like a blur (I'm not a very good at translating my thoughts into words) but try observing the people or things around you and maybe you'll get a better picture.
*This is what came out after talking to Isa lol. Tip of advice from him: Trust your gut feeling when making decisions. May you make the right choices in all that you do. =)
(Ashwin, is this post lousy too? haha)
Saturday, February 24, 2007
Another one
Life is beautiful but complicated at the same time. And we don't have to understand it.
Little things happen unexpectedly each week of your life that just makes you want to smile.
Painful things happen unexpectedly each week of your life that just makes you want to cry.
Everytime something good happens you feel as though life isn't so bad after all and that you can still go on.
Everytime something bad happens you wonder where the line is drawn and how much you can still take.
Sometimes you reach a point or period in your life where you've never felt more alone.
I know I've said before that the only time wasted is the time spent thinking that you're alone.
But I think in a way everyone feels that way eventhough they don't show it or they don't want to show it.
Most of the time that feeling doesn't stay for long. It comes and it goes. Like a bad dream.
Come to think of it, life is a lot like that huh?
You have the good moments which are of course the sweet dreams and the bad ones which are mostly nightmares.
Then you wake up and realise how fast that dream ended.
Funny how SO many things can be interpreted into something related to life.
Makes you wonder doesn't it? (or maybe its just me)
Someone should really put every interpretation into a book or something.
It could become a best-seller. Or not. Haha.
Little things happen unexpectedly each week of your life that just makes you want to smile.
Painful things happen unexpectedly each week of your life that just makes you want to cry.
Everytime something good happens you feel as though life isn't so bad after all and that you can still go on.
Everytime something bad happens you wonder where the line is drawn and how much you can still take.
Sometimes you reach a point or period in your life where you've never felt more alone.
I know I've said before that the only time wasted is the time spent thinking that you're alone.
But I think in a way everyone feels that way eventhough they don't show it or they don't want to show it.
Most of the time that feeling doesn't stay for long. It comes and it goes. Like a bad dream.
Come to think of it, life is a lot like that huh?
You have the good moments which are of course the sweet dreams and the bad ones which are mostly nightmares.
Then you wake up and realise how fast that dream ended.
Funny how SO many things can be interpreted into something related to life.
Makes you wonder doesn't it? (or maybe its just me)
Someone should really put every interpretation into a book or something.
It could become a best-seller. Or not. Haha.
Wednesday, February 07, 2007
Bah.
I wish I had someone whom I can talk to and who can cheer me up right now.
This is a bloody emo blog that shouldn't be read by anyone because I only blog when I'm upset.
So whoever's reading this, stop reading!
Thank you =)
This is a bloody emo blog that shouldn't be read by anyone because I only blog when I'm upset.
So whoever's reading this, stop reading!
Thank you =)
Friday, January 26, 2007
I think too much
Why is it that everytime you think something good or even great is going to happen it never happens? It seems like God gives you that little bit of hope just to make you feel better for a minute and then takes it away in a split second. Then you just end up where you first began. The same person that you are except that you feel like something's missing. Its sad and painful when something like that happens and when you know you did nothing wrong. No one is there to tell you why.
Monday, January 22, 2007
I'm getting tired of thinking of a title. Haha.
I hate being e-m-o. Its not good and you're always perceived as weird. Can people actually change? I mean you're supposed to be yourself, but what if being who you are, thinking the things that you think is just not right? Well actually who can tell what's right and what's wrong anyway? Wouldn't it be perfect if there were someone who could just answer all of mankind's burning questions about the oh-so-mysterious world that we live in? Afterall, they always say there's a reason behind everything that happens. Hmm, then again.. what you find out may not be what you've been expecting.. so maybe's there's a reason we're not supposed to understand the things that happen around us. Human behaviour can be so complicated and intriguing.
I wonder what it would be like if we knew everything.
Pretty boring I would say. Haha =)
What a pointless post.
I wonder what it would be like if we knew everything.
Pretty boring I would say. Haha =)
What a pointless post.
Sunday, January 14, 2007
Birthdays and wishes
You know how everytime its your birthday and you make a wish while you blow off the candles on you're cake? (Well that's if you have a cake =P) Then people always say that you should never ever tell anyone what you wished for 'cos then it won't come true. Obviously i can't remember what I've wished for in the past.. I can only remember what it was last year and this year. I'm not trying to be negative/emo or anything but it didn't really come true last year.. I don't think it came true in the previous years either. The strange thing is that I think I've wished for the same thing a couple of times. So this year it was a different wish. What do you think are the odds of it coming true? Not very high eh? Hehe. So I ask myself this, why do we bother sometimes? Unless of course there's someone out there who's wishes have come true. Let me know yeah? ;)
Hmm.. I wonder who was the genius who came up with this whole wishing idea..
Hmm.. I wonder who was the genius who came up with this whole wishing idea..
Just so you know
I think baskin robbins decided not to produce winter white chocolate anymore.. There goes my favourite flavour =(
And I just found out that natalie (which is my confirmation name in case ur wondering why I'm talking about the name lol) means birth haha.
And I just found out that natalie (which is my confirmation name in case ur wondering why I'm talking about the name lol) means birth haha.
Saturday, January 13, 2007
?
Have you ever felt so many mixed emotions at one point of time that you become so confused you don't even know where to begin in the first place? You probably don't even understand the question I just asked right? Hehe. It's just a confusing expression of my feelings =)
Thursday, January 11, 2007
A Random Note to Myself
I found a note I wrote to myself quite sometime ago that I got off somewhere while I was doing a bit of tidying up. Figured maybe I should post it up since well, I've got nothing else to post up haha.
*If God brings you to it, He will bring you through it.
During happy moments, praise God.
During difficult moments, seek God.
During quiet moments, worship God.
During painful moments, trust God.
Every moment, thank God.
Now I realise why I actually took the time to write down something like this. Its a reminder that pops up unexpectedly at exactly the right moment. I think whoever who's reading this will agree with me on how mysterious life can be. How eventhough we all have to go through the rough times, there will always be things that happen out of the blue that make you somewhat happy even if it is only for a short while. Happy or sad moments don't last for long but I think we should be very grateful for the happy moments and learn how to move on when they're over.
*If God brings you to it, He will bring you through it.
During happy moments, praise God.
During difficult moments, seek God.
During quiet moments, worship God.
During painful moments, trust God.
Every moment, thank God.
Now I realise why I actually took the time to write down something like this. Its a reminder that pops up unexpectedly at exactly the right moment. I think whoever who's reading this will agree with me on how mysterious life can be. How eventhough we all have to go through the rough times, there will always be things that happen out of the blue that make you somewhat happy even if it is only for a short while. Happy or sad moments don't last for long but I think we should be very grateful for the happy moments and learn how to move on when they're over.
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