I think too much

Why is it that everytime you think something good or even great is going to happen it never happens? It seems like God gives you that little bit of hope just to make you feel better for a minute and then takes it away in a split second. Then you just end up where you first began. The same person that you are except that you feel like something's missing. Its sad and painful when something like that happens and when you know you did nothing wrong. No one is there to tell you why.

I'm getting tired of thinking of a title. Haha.

I hate being e-m-o. Its not good and you're always perceived as weird. Can people actually change? I mean you're supposed to be yourself, but what if being who you are, thinking the things that you think is just not right? Well actually who can tell what's right and what's wrong anyway? Wouldn't it be perfect if there were someone who could just answer all of mankind's burning questions about the oh-so-mysterious world that we live in? Afterall, they always say there's a reason behind everything that happens. Hmm, then again.. what you find out may not be what you've been expecting.. so maybe's there's a reason we're not supposed to understand the things that happen around us. Human behaviour can be so complicated and intriguing.

I wonder what it would be like if we knew everything.
Pretty boring I would say. Haha =)

What a pointless post.

Birthdays and wishes

You know how everytime its your birthday and you make a wish while you blow off the candles on you're cake? (Well that's if you have a cake =P) Then people always say that you should never ever tell anyone what you wished for 'cos then it won't come true. Obviously i can't remember what I've wished for in the past.. I can only remember what it was last year and this year. I'm not trying to be negative/emo or anything but it didn't really come true last year.. I don't think it came true in the previous years either. The strange thing is that I think I've wished for the same thing a couple of times. So this year it was a different wish. What do you think are the odds of it coming true? Not very high eh? Hehe. So I ask myself this, why do we bother sometimes? Unless of course there's someone out there who's wishes have come true. Let me know yeah? ;)

Hmm.. I wonder who was the genius who came up with this whole wishing idea..

Just so you know

I think baskin robbins decided not to produce winter white chocolate anymore.. There goes my favourite flavour =(

And I just found out that natalie (which is my confirmation name in case ur wondering why I'm talking about the name lol) means birth haha.

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Have you ever felt so many mixed emotions at one point of time that you become so confused you don't even know where to begin in the first place? You probably don't even understand the question I just asked right? Hehe. It's just a confusing expression of my feelings =)

A Random Note to Myself

I found a note I wrote to myself quite sometime ago that I got off somewhere while I was doing a bit of tidying up. Figured maybe I should post it up since well, I've got nothing else to post up haha.

*If God brings you to it, He will bring you through it.

During happy moments, praise God.
During difficult moments, seek God.
During quiet moments, worship God.
During painful moments, trust God.
Every moment, thank God.

Now I realise why I actually took the time to write down something like this. Its a reminder that pops up unexpectedly at exactly the right moment. I think whoever who's reading this will agree with me on how mysterious life can be. How eventhough we all have to go through the rough times, there will always be things that happen out of the blue that make you somewhat happy even if it is only for a short while. Happy or sad moments don't last for long but I think we should be very grateful for the happy moments and learn how to move on when they're over.