Choices

Have you ever made a decision that may not have changed anything at all at that time but a few weeks/months/years later you realise what an impact that decision made on a current situation ur at?
It could be anything. Even things that seem small and insignificant at the time.
For example; to go to college or not today, to quit a job or not, to stay in or go out tonight, to reply a text or not etc.
The consequences of that decision could be either good or bad. (though if its bad, its so scary when you think about it.)
But sometimes it amazes me cos even when you yourself don't know it yet, everything somehow some way just seems to fall right into place. All the events just seem to relate. Thats of course in a good or bad way as well. Hehe. Ironic no? (and isn't everything in life ironic? Beautiful yet ugly.)
Okay, maybe you won't understand what I'm talking about here cos it seems like a blur (I'm not a very good at translating my thoughts into words) but try observing the people or things around you and maybe you'll get a better picture.

*This is what came out after talking to Isa lol. Tip of advice from him: Trust your gut feeling when making decisions. May you make the right choices in all that you do. =)
(Ashwin, is this post lousy too? haha)

Another one

Life is beautiful but complicated at the same time. And we don't have to understand it.
Little things happen unexpectedly each week of your life that just makes you want to smile.
Painful things happen unexpectedly each week of your life that just makes you want to cry.
Everytime something good happens you feel as though life isn't so bad after all and that you can still go on.
Everytime something bad happens you wonder where the line is drawn and how much you can still take.
Sometimes you reach a point or period in your life where you've never felt more alone.
I know I've said before that the only time wasted is the time spent thinking that you're alone.
But I think in a way everyone feels that way eventhough they don't show it or they don't want to show it.
Most of the time that feeling doesn't stay for long. It comes and it goes. Like a bad dream.
Come to think of it, life is a lot like that huh?
You have the good moments which are of course the sweet dreams and the bad ones which are mostly nightmares.
Then you wake up and realise how fast that dream ended.
Funny how SO many things can be interpreted into something related to life.
Makes you wonder doesn't it? (or maybe its just me)
Someone should really put every interpretation into a book or something.
It could become a best-seller. Or not. Haha.

Bah.

I wish I had someone whom I can talk to and who can cheer me up right now.
This is a bloody emo blog that shouldn't be read by anyone because I only blog when I'm upset.
So whoever's reading this, stop reading!
Thank you =)