Friday, April 22, 2005

Who cares if it even has a title?

We, as humans, living in this tiny world that's going to come to an end very soon anyway have no significance at all. everyone complains about their problems, the trials and tribulations that they go through every single day of their miserable lives. they think they're the only ones going through it but they just dont realise that there's always someone else who's facing a bigger problem than they are. what the hell.. we as individuals think we're so high and mighty and that everything we say is important. i think that humans are egoistic and stubborn beings. we don't listen to others when they correct us, why? because we choose not to. we enjoy boasting about how good we are to others, why? because inside we feel insecure about ourselves and our position among peers or even society itself. it's human nature to rebel and we're always tempted to do so, most of us give in to that temptation. to think negatively, to blow up whenever we feel the need to, to throw curses around. it's not easy to resist temptation because it just feels so good. how many people actually have the ability and strength to overcome it?

* I'm feeling extremely depressed... don't even have a clear picture of my thoughts... comments please...

Monday, April 04, 2005

A certain emptiness

The pope passed away just yesterday... was sad cos he's been the leader of all the catholics around the world for so many years.. and his time finally came. but it felt okay though cos everyone knew that he had gone to be with the Lord. at mass, the priest said that today's mass was to be a celebration after the mourning.. why? simply because its a symbol of new life for the pope.. he need not go through all the sickness anymore and the Lord had taken him to a better place. in other words, death is not always a bad thing.. depends on how you look at it.. whether you want to be optimistic about it or rather be a pessimist. then again, if ur life was as fufilling as the pope's, death would mean that everything will soon be over and it won't be long till the time you go back to where you belong. but what if you've gone through life not knowing what ur purpose was? what God had planned for you to do? the main reason you even exist till now? life would seem pretty empty wouldn't it?

* couldn't continue.. not sure of what else to say.. comments please..

Saturday, April 02, 2005

Scars

Hmm.. havent updated it in a while have i.. well, its mainly because i havent had anything i want to express lately.. let's see.. scars in ur life reminds you that the past was real.. got that from a song.. i find alot of truth in it. the past affects the future, past experiences make you the person you are today.. it can make a turn for the better or the opposite, the worst. every person leads a different type of life, and every person in some point of his/her life reaches the stage.. the stage where they reach a point where they just feel like breaking down.. running away from it all.. no matter how tough or cheerful they may seem on the outside.. it happens to every single one of us and it may be because of the things that you've done in the past or any other reason for that matter. somehow, it happens at a very unexpected time.. guess thats the life God prepared for us.. you never know what might happen next. it might happen tomorrow, next week, next month or even five years down the road. you can never tell. it even came as a surprise to me.

* I don't seem to be getting any comments lately.. whoever thats reading this blog, please leave me a comment! i wanna get ur opinions.. hehe.. but i wont be picky so anything's fine :)

p.s. i miss you yc!