The new year

The only time wasted is the time spent thinking you're alone. 2007 is nearing and I'm going to make a promise to myself to change for the better. Live it to its fullest and appreciate the time i have with those around me before its too late. You can't turn back time or undo what you've done but you can live in the moment and make your life happier and more fulfilling. Only you can determine what you want your life to be.

Loneliness

The feeling you get when no one is around to listen. You're surrounded by tonnes of people yet that feeling creeps inside of you. You have what most people don't, yet you fret about what you don't have. You should be grateful yet you never are. Thats human nature. Never satisfied. So should we feel guilty about it or not? Saying no would just mean you're not being honest with yourself. How are we supposed to act? Are you supposed to do the right thing and not complain about it only to find it's not you to surpress your feelings? Either way it ends up the same. Putting on a fake smile everyday or acting sad and depressed both don't work. Somehow you end up stuck anyway.

Loss

Different people deal with loss in their lives differently. It amazes me how humans can be so strong when put in such situations. Honestly, without divine intervention, i don't think it would be possible. Yes, i know some may disagree but that's just my opinion. Obviously not everyone is the same.. we all have different tolerance levels. Some crack easily and give in but some persevere. I guess its because some hold on to that hope. When there is hope there is faith. When there is faith there can be miracles. It's worth fighting to survive when obstacles come in the way if you believe that something better is yet to come. Sometimes staying positive and holding on to that belief is the most important thing in any situation.

No title?

Just when you think that things couldn't get any worse it does. And the worse part is that there's no one there to catch you when you fall. So what do you do? How do you stay strong?

A very random post

People are never what they seem to be. You may think that someone is happy from how they act everyday but what do you know? For all you know, they might be going through a really difficult time. Someone may seem superficial but deep down they can be the nicest people you'll ever know. I suppose everyone has another side to them that they're afraid to show for fear they will be seen differently. I guess sometimes we're too quick to judge someone. And also too ignorant to care about those around us. We forget that our friends have feelings and also a sensitive side to them no matter how tough they may seem. Everybody's too caught up in their own affairs that they tend to forget about everything else. It's always me, me and me. Sigh. I feel bad for those who don't have anyone to talk to when they're down or upset. I feel the need to be more kind with other people and to gossip less. But somehow i can't help it. I try and try and try but it never seems to come through. Anyway, people just arent very caring anymore nowadays and its sad to see something like that happen. What are we turning into?