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Ever notice how relationships, be it friends, family or schoolmates grow apart so easily? when you think you're getting closer to someone and beginning to understand that person, he/she does or says something that makes you feel like a total stranger to them. one minute ur having such blissful conversations and the next you find yourself totally ignoring that particular person. how is it that this kind of thing can even happen? i mean, when you find that you're finally starting to connect with that person.. all of a sudden *poof* its gone. the time spent all gone down the drain.. you find someone that actually understands you and makes you laugh.. but just never lasts.. how peculiar.. why does God make it in such a way? is it not right? how is it really supposed to be? i wonder how the Lord's mind works..

* Had a sudden urge to blog.. comments anyone?

Patience

Patience brings meaning to endurance of pain or perseverance. ever noticed how hard it is to do so? its difficult to contain our emotions when everything isn't going the way we want it to. an individual with a weak spirit tend to just show their temper or break down in tears because of pressure. all the strength that we would possibly need is God given. so why can't they toughen up and face their problems? or rather fears or insecurities? what's the use of sreaming and yelling when ur not going to do anything about it? what good could possibly come out of that? all it does is sends a negative message to the people around you. us humans are very judgemental i would say.. one wrong move and people won't even want to accociate themselves with you [i honestly think thats what our society today is like] sometimes if you actually take the time to listen to what others have to say and stop being to self-centered for once, you might find that the relationships that you have formed would take a giant leap ahead. i feel that patience and tolerance involving the two parties is crucial in any relationship. but hang on, there's always a limit to it don't you think?

* All you do is give, and most of the time you get nothing in return. except for maybe the feeling that you've done the right thing.

Bleak

I hate my blog! argh! it seems extremely boring and oh so serious.

* You can ignore this entry.. i still think the blog sucks though.

A sign

The solemness in the atmosphere
brings sight into life
these blue eyes will see
the road ahead
the long journey
pain and suffering
anger and resentment
then a sign
reads dead end
is soon to come

* I really really wanted to actually blog about something but this was all that came to me.. hope you guys don't mind.. comments are always appreciated :)

Two part entry

Time to blog.. havent been updating for abit.. i've been observing lately.. of the friends that we have around us.. regardless of whether they're girls or guys.. each and every one of them are different from the next. i wonder sometimes how miraculous it is that out of so many people in the world, they are your friends. then again.. looking at it.. how many of them can you actually call real friends? i would say most of them are just merely aquaintances.. and sometimes even ur closest friends.. the ones you trust and confide in the most end up betraying you. some of them dont even appreciate you, they just walk all over you and take you for granted. at the end of the day, i still think that God will always be the best friend you can have. He's always there for you and will never betray you in any way. speaking of God, the other day, a friend of mine told me that i was a good Christian. after that i thought, what does it even mean to be a good Christian anyway? i still don't know the answer.. i guess that doesn't make me a very good Christian afterall?

* I'm currently having writer's block.. no inspiration to write.. bleak.. comments please ;)