Change

It just seems like everyone's leaving these days.. first it was Sang, then Vannie, recently Dharma and after that Darrel. pretty soon everyone's going to be out of the country. ugh, its just not nice when everything starts to change. yeah, yeah.. deal with it everyone will say. and they also say its not easy but you have to blablabla. there's just so much pressure and i know its neverending.. until you die of course.. hehe. time goes by so quickly. i remember when Sang told me that she was going to Aussie to study last year. i was like "what the $#&^%$?!" it was just so sad. i thought we were going to go through form 4 and form 5 together and sit for the SPM examination together and everything. she comes back during the holidays at least twice a year.. and its been a week since she went back to Aussie. i just miss having her around.. we go out so often when she comes back and it feels so nice to have her there. i can talk to her about anything and she understands me so well. i dont know how she does it but she's just always there and somehow just gets me. she's just wonderful and makes everyone smile when they're around her and i'm sure all her other friends would agree. so Sang this will sort of be my plane letter to you. i wanna let you know that you are just one of the best friends that i could ever have and i can only hope that we'll stay friends. i know its not a 5 page thing but good enough i hope? hehe. (if i were to write a real letter it would take me a few hours ;) ) so i guess i'm just going to deal with all the new things that are happening and make the best possible decisions. also, i desperately need to learn to love God and love the other people around me. because that is what life is all about. (quoted from Purpose Driven Life)