You wouldnt believe the amount of things that's been running through my mind these past two days. i couldnt even sleep well. it was just Christmas the other day and i was all cheery. should have known better than to believe that it would actually last because things change just like that. the new year isnt even here yet and i already have such a negative impression. my seniors wont be around anymore.. it'll just be the stupid school and the form that i hate being in. cant you just feel the emo-ness already? LoL. yeah, this is time where everyone reflects.. what they have and havent done. i for one realised how much i regretted something that i did, or rather didnt do. and it was over a year ago.. how slow can i be eh? i feel like crying when i think about it. ive never got over him afterall.. all i did was put him at the back of my mind and just avoid it. but its too late now anyway.. so all thats left to do is to just permanently forget. my new years resolution is to make a promise to myself to never let something like that slip away ever again. to take chances with people because if you dont you'll just end up drowning yourself in regret. to not be afraid of situations and learn to trust those around me. i really have to be more independent. i guess these are some of the weaknesses that i only just found out about. is it a little too early to bid farewell to the year 2005? oh well.. hehe. goodbye to all my regrets! goodbye to the best seniors i ever had! (im really gonna miss having you guys around school.. keep in touch!) i love you guys! GoodBye 2005!
* I feel a lot better after thinking things through and hopefully i'll mature after everything that's happened this year. so feel free to comment people! thats if ur still reading haha. :)
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wow! what a nice entry dearie! it's already 30 dec and i havent even thought of my new year resolution! hmm... anyway, all the best for 2006 yea? oh and good luck for spm! lol. do miss me also! bluek! ciao!
i'm gonna miss you too sheryl! i'm gonna miss your whole bunch of friends as well! it's been great getting to know all of you for the past 4 years. although we only bonded real tight last year, it seems like ages already. don't worry though, we will still go out once in a while and catch up on the latest news for sure :) you have a great 2006 okay? make the most of your form 5 year because as much as u detest school and the form you're in, it is your last year after all. have lots of fun! do things you've never done! i'm sure you'll have a blast. be the best interact president ever..i have tonnes of faith in you. *bigg hugg* =)
hi sheryl!!!
awwww...i know i'm technically not your senior but i AM considered to be your ex-senior, no? heehee so so happie we got to see each other and the whole bunch at dhar's party! i'm going to miss you so so much!!! and rachel and the rest too :( of course you'll mature! i mean, like even know when i think back of some things i did in fm 4 ,i get the shivers cos i feel so silly for doing it.. but then rite, its all part and parcel of life loh so if you didn't do it then you wouldn't be where you are right now! that is, learning from the past so that you can be a better person for yourself in the future! we're going out for dinner soon lah don't worrie! heehee *muaks* god bless!
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